So the infamous Montana relationship has come to an end. I'm not sure what happened, exactly. But what I am sure of is that I've decided I'm tired of change. It's such a weird time of my life, almost a year ago I lost two special animals aka "friends" (Poon and Baby Chicken), a year prior to that I lost my furry friend, Ribsy. Now I'm staring at my chocolate lab, Dos, and he's about ready to go...cancer. In the middle of it all, I've changed jobs and the man that I was ready "be with" is no longer. I guess God doesn't give you more than you can handle...or does he?
Love my new company but the dog situation coupled with the loss of boyfriend situation is a little more than I can take right now. When do the stars align? When are all aspects of our lives in "awesome"mode? Is it when you don't want it? Is it when you least expect it? Ok, well let me put this out there...I really expect it and like, RIGHT NOW. What do you dive into in order to not think about the sadness you feel? Wine, yep, I've done that. I do have to go to work so "wine" is temporary. I feel like I could run a marathon right now but on the other hand I can't move off this seat.
I think I've been a pretty positive player, always saying it will all work out for the best. It's hasn't. I want the best, it's my turn.
Seriously.
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